NEW LIFE!

I don't care if anyone reads this or not. I am going to start my new life and diet today. Not that I am extremely chubby but I do need to lose a few pounds. My thirtieth birthday is 2 months from today and I want to lose 30lbs. I know that seems like alot but I think I can do it. No more junk food or pop. Excercise 6 days a week. I want to make some major changes to my house also. I am going to voice my goals here to I achieve them not just talk about them like always. So to be specific I want to paint my bedroom, refinish my dressers and get new carpet and appliances for the kitchen. I want my dog to be completely potty-trained and better behaved. I am going to take him out more often and be more patient. I want my son to be ready to receive his orange belt by November 2. I will take him to class 2 times per week and help him practice. I want him to be more confident and less of a crybaby. I will not yell and be more patient. I will update you later this week.

My first time...

Well tonight is my first time ever blogging but I have wanted to for some time now. It is like a personal journal that I can keep. I want to remember my life now so I don't make the same mistakes that I have been making lately. I called it "A day in the life..." because my life seems to be so crazy all the time. When I was in college I had a roommate that just wanted to listen to the things that happened to me. I had some crazy true stories back then. I thought somehow my life would change and calm down but that never happened. Now I am a single divorced mother of one beautiful son. I never thought that would happen. I thought I would get married and stay married and live happily ever after. That is what I was always taught. Who would have known that my exhusband would be an ass from the day we got married and just when we decided to finally end it, I got pregnant. Then to figure out that he was cheating on me with the nanny when my son was 2 months old. So I have been a single divorced mother for over 4 and a half years now. It has been the hardest time of my life. I don't blame anyone at all anymore. I think you just kind of get over it. I just had to keep working and didn't really have time to think about it. I was left with nothing. I moved out with my son to my uncle's house because I had no money ($3 in my pocket), barely a job and a piece of crap car. My ex moved to Canada, never to pay child support or see his son. I think that is enough for now...too hard to talk about.